Intro

This blog will be for my thoughts, ramblings, and confessions.

Confession:
I've spent a lot of time in mental hospitals. I have a bad habit of cutting my self. Almost always on my leg. I can also get quite suicidal at times, though not lately. I hear things, and I see scary images when I close my eyes. It makes it hard to sleep at night... I have had problems in the past with both bulemia and anorexia. I have always been curious to see what it would be like to break my own arm. I know I never will though. Not enough guts. I'm also a pot head. I get a lot of pleasure out of seeing other peoples pain, but then I feel extremely guilty. I am sometimes willing to do absolutely anything to escape reality. No matter how much I like a guy, I can never enjoy sex with them. When I'm with a man, I think about women. I pretend not to, but what people think about me realy gets to me. I can't stand it when anyone touches me. I can't tell a person no, no matter what they ask.

These are my greatest flaws.